Fear and Desire, I'm learning that both are coming together. Like a waterfall or as a flower blooming beside the hunger of the beast that also is alive and sharing the sacred space on the surface of the Earth. One year passed since my last entry, one year that vanished, one year that if I … Continue reading Step by step
This summer, at a party, a great game came into the scenario. The girls in charge of the meeting, propose that each of the guests could present themselves through music, speech, movement, etc. So by turns, the hosts picked a person from the reunion, to stand and show. The way they do it, made me … Continue reading No-Yes
What I want to do right now? I have been wondering-dreaming-experiencing-meditating, a lot of internal and psychological aspects of me. Busy? in this intimate part hell yes! I have been traveling into a stream of daily but surreal time. Like a strawberry jelly, I feel the day composed by my common activities but touched by … Continue reading DO?
Trouble: Hello I'm here to teach Michelle´s heart: let's feel and pour this situation Monkey mind: waaaaait! panic attack! anger! go go go nonono or yes? whats next? we want and then we drop the desire like rain, what we want comes and go sensations if they don't crystallize, they left bitterness I … Continue reading Opposition
in love sometimes, while I walk, a soft internal voice emerges yesterday this whisper placed a simple thought in my head the image of pleasure and regret I started wondering around the idea that we need balance I judge and saw myself situated on the satisfaction side whats wrong about that? you may point … Continue reading Drunk
You are the soul of the universe, and your name is Love - Rumi What a wonderful start. By thinking and feeling that phrase. I been living life. As simple and obvious as it sounds. These weeks I have been surfing through change. Fight, softness, anger and then surrender. Family encounters, lovers touch, procrastination, failure, … Continue reading Your name
"Sorry," I told to myself, to the people I failed this week, to my inner child, to life I wanted to escape from. While I watched the news, my heart kept pumping blood but emotionally it shrank. Fire, blood, tears, hate, discrimination, brutality, nonsense. ¿Are Newscasts the mirror of the world? I started the week … Continue reading Fitness
Are we divided? As a normal response to this question, someone could answer: "yeah, that's obvious, you are you and I am another living organism! duh!" Sometimes I ask myself why I express. Writing, talking, dancing, taking pictures of what I consider significant, tweeting, painting my face, posting on webs and media, drawing, acting... a spiral … Continue reading Individual
I'm awake and blessed. The window of my room reflects light and I salute the tree moved by the wind. Simple first breathings of the morning. The sheets whisper me the truth of the night. If they are sticky, I notice my body being pulled out of a war, no rest for my wicked path. But … Continue reading Adi Shakti
When it rains, here in Barcelona, I remember my brother. I don't know if I talk in previous posts about Ayrton Senna, but is one of the heroes of my sibling. He admires his bravery on the race, his clear perception while taking risks and his rebel style. So when it rains I bring back what … Continue reading Let it rain
Now, I want to talk about quitting. Lately, I allowed myself to observe the desire to abandon and fudge away from hard responsibilities. But to be honest, wanting to quit and avoid certain things, made me feel tons of emotions, and at the end, these internal devour connected me straight to the roots of buried fears. I … Continue reading Bubble
Exit I saw exit doors every way. I like to feel I always have a route to vanish, to fly away, to escape. But sometimes I forgot my own ability to seek that routes, obscuring the knowledge that there is always a safe place available all the time for me. But not all the time … Continue reading Abdicate
By Claudia Gova Part 1 I had a dream. Where my classmates of theatre and I spent a class dancing all dressed in white. All seemed familiar and roomy, and I felt at the beginning very joyous, observing the group being buzzing. The teacher was in the middle of the group, and suddenly, she extended … Continue reading Do you see me?